Why is it so difficult to manage everything, I know that I can't have everything in place but come on its not like me wanting to make the sun and earth meet. I just want to be able to work efficiently, manage my home, get physically active, eat healthy and have time to develop a hobby. Instead I am so tired that nothing is sorted.
Tuesday, February 20, 2024
Sunday, June 16, 2019
#Micro Tale
She was tired of being the only one to fall in love always. So instead of losing trust in love she started to love herself and then she was never heart broken again ever!!!!!
Wicked LOVE-2
Save my soul from misery, for I have been stuck in this Tragic kingdom. And it's all you, only you who can put me out of it. I am begging you! For all I know, I have erred, a lot, but it's for you, only you I have done whatever I have done and yet you ain't there now. Please come back. Life is empty. Soul is dull. In anger and pain, I always think how life would be different, if I never met you but later when I start thinking straight I do realise there is no life without you. Slowly am I turning mad, losing all my senses?! Though you have physically absent in the house that we built together with lots of hopes and dreams. You are adamant to leave my heart and my mind. Someday we will be together which I know for sure but why not now?? You were always there for me when it seemed like whole world stood against me, but now I have everyone's support except your's and the rest doesn't matter for you are my whole world, no one else matters like you do. What big sin have I committed that you sentence me to such big punishment?!
Monday, June 10, 2019
Wicked LOVE
What a bummer, huh? The girl who didn't believe in love has completely fallen for someone. Utterly stupidly in love. She was a nervous wreck when she realised it. This is not common for her. This can't be right she kept saying to herself a million times. Out of the middle she was on the floor, sitting and thinking what was wrong with her. She can't tell him not because of one reason but many. She longed for his voice, a text , a meet. She knew he cannot return her love for there was so much to give and nothing to take. She kept thinking why the hell did they meet ? Every time she called or texted him she was scared of being thought of as "too needy", "too clingy", "irritating" or "disturbing". She was more of a practical person but her feelings for him made her feelings take over her logicality or practicality. It seems she was always thinking of him. One more story ended before it even started. Many tears and questions unanswered!!
Many thanks to NN, HS & BK!!!!
Friday, August 24, 2018
MOM
A mother is more than just a woman. A mother brings life to this world. A mother sacrifices her own comforts to provide her child everything it needs. So one knows or atleast should know the importance of mother in his/her/their life. it happens that i had a wonderful mother, she was more than what i deserved. But just when i was appreciating her importance in my life , she was taken by god.i still cannot forget that dreadful day which i wanna delete from my mind, which is the reason why I spend so many sleepless nights in my bed thinking how my life would have been different if she had been still there in my life.I feel robbed of my mom. No one else will ever understand this kind of pain unless they go through it. I miss u, ma. I miss u so much. I miss your gentle hug, your loving kiss, your extensive love , your anger when i do something wrong. I just wish you were here to witness how much i have grown. Years have gone by , but it seems like everything just happened yesterday. MOM, I didnt even get to spend your last days with you. I didnt even know you were hospitalisted till the last day and when i got to the hospital, all i got to see was you lying pale lifeless. It was as though my life just froze. Why mom? you thought i was so weak to see u hospitalised? If i was so weak to see you hospitalised then how did you expect me to see you lifeless or even survive the aftermath. People say that time does heal things but it doesn't. It does teach you to live the situations.After all these years i still am not comfortable to talk about what happened to you to anyone. These feelings are so complicated. It is even difficult to put them together but after all these years here i am doing it. Mom just come back to me. How can you just leave me like that without even a goodbye. Thousand tears roll down everytime i just think of you. No happiness can void this pain off me. Noone knows the heartache i have been through. If only i had one last chance to meet you i would hug you so tight and never let you go.
Saturday, May 5, 2018
Live and Let Live !!
We live in a country which is named "Bharath Maata". Most of the major rivers of our country are named after women. There are so many female deities worshipped in this country. Yet we fail to respect the women who are in our lives, and the ones who are not in our lives in different ways. Women were always treated as objects, like their opinions didn't matter, like they have no wish, will and freedom to express their thoughts, denied of basic things in life such as education etc. We have come a long way from that. Times have changed. Now we see ladies prosper in all kinds of fields.
But why is it difficult for some men and women to understand it is the other gender who not only seek but also deserve the same privileges that they have or wish for. There is simply so much of gender discrimination in this society. We live in a patriarchal society where boys are always treated as though they matter the most. Girls and Boys are not raised the same way. Women are just not respected, period. The sexual assaults/ rapes have become daily headlines in our country. It hurts the women's modesty. Quoting Mahatma Gandhi - “Of all evils for which man has made himself responsible, none is so degrading, so shocking or as brutal as his abuse of the better half of humanity, the female sex (not the weaker sex)". Rape not only hurts a woman physically but also mentally and there is a social stigma surrounding it.
The disgusting thing to acknowledge here is infants, kids and elderly women are no exception to the rape in our country. Are our laws so fragile that there is increase in the number of cases day by day? Aren't the people afraid of the laws? Do they feel they can get away so easily? If that is the case, whose fault is it? Is Law and order to be blamed? Where shall we say that women are safe? - Not the public places, not schools, not colleges, not hospitals, not workplaces and not even in their own homes.
What values are being taught at homes that people behave like this? Humanity is in deep slumber. Don't these people, who do such heinous acts have any conscience? This is a country where values and morals are deep, wake up people before they are long gone! Oh and who is to blame when a rape happens....it is the VICTIM. Most of them in our country say that the problem is with the girl's dress, attitude or character. But the real problem lies in the psychology of the people. Whether a girl is wearing shorts or covering herself fully, she is being raped. Whether the girl is bold or meek she is being raped.
The leaders who are responsible for the well being of their citizens are involved in such gut wrenching acts. Few leaders and educated people as well have said things which are far beyond shocking or disgusting like " women who wear jeans , shirts and dress like men give birth to transgender children - Ranjit Kumar (botany professor, Kerala)” and “90% of rape cases are consensual- Dharamvir Goyat (Haryana congress committee)”.
The problem is girls and boys are not raised the way they should be. Boys and girls should be taught to respect a person regardless of gender; after all we are all humans. Girls should be taught to stand up for themselves. Most of the cases go unreported fearing the loss of reputation of the girl as well as the family. It's not something to be ashamed of. By complaining the wrong doers will be punished. More police officers should be recruited to deal with such cases. Every school, college and Work place must have sexual harassment complaints committee.
Women should be given 50% reservations in the Lok-sabha and the state assemblies instead of 33% which exists. There should be more women in politics so that women oriented problems can be addressed more effectively. According to the census of 2011 it was revealed that the ratio is 940 females per 1000 of males. We keep hearing how long the cases keep running in the courts. Changes should be in the existing laws regarding sexual harassment. People should be scared to even commit such gruesome crimes. So the punishment has to be real harsh like death penalty regardless of whether the crime is committed on a kid, woman or an old lady because a rape is a rape. There should be counseling centers for the rape victims.
There are different sets of laws for different classes of people. As thick are your pockets, so bleak are the laws to you. You can get away with almost any kind of crime. A child(Asifa) got raped by the monsters and the so called "lawyers" of J&K have gone blind , they were protesting to prevent CRIME Branch of J&K police from producing a charge sheet against the accused. Deepika S Rajawat, a brave heart who had taken up the case was given life threats . These lawyers who swore to uphold the justice and who should fight for the truth and the right things are doing all kind of wrong things. What is your degree worth now that you have sinned by breaking your oath. And these are the faggots who just want to divide people based on their religion , caste, community , boundaries etc.
Come on people , it's 21st century , ozone is depleting , there is no water, earth is becoming warmer day by day ; stop driving the wedges between people. Be kind to one another. Have some humanity. Protect each other like family. Teach your sons and daughters to have humanity, to be kind to one another. Be human enough to be called a human being.
But why is it difficult for some men and women to understand it is the other gender who not only seek but also deserve the same privileges that they have or wish for. There is simply so much of gender discrimination in this society. We live in a patriarchal society where boys are always treated as though they matter the most. Girls and Boys are not raised the same way. Women are just not respected, period. The sexual assaults/ rapes have become daily headlines in our country. It hurts the women's modesty. Quoting Mahatma Gandhi - “Of all evils for which man has made himself responsible, none is so degrading, so shocking or as brutal as his abuse of the better half of humanity, the female sex (not the weaker sex)". Rape not only hurts a woman physically but also mentally and there is a social stigma surrounding it.
The disgusting thing to acknowledge here is infants, kids and elderly women are no exception to the rape in our country. Are our laws so fragile that there is increase in the number of cases day by day? Aren't the people afraid of the laws? Do they feel they can get away so easily? If that is the case, whose fault is it? Is Law and order to be blamed? Where shall we say that women are safe? - Not the public places, not schools, not colleges, not hospitals, not workplaces and not even in their own homes.
What values are being taught at homes that people behave like this? Humanity is in deep slumber. Don't these people, who do such heinous acts have any conscience? This is a country where values and morals are deep, wake up people before they are long gone! Oh and who is to blame when a rape happens....it is the VICTIM. Most of them in our country say that the problem is with the girl's dress, attitude or character. But the real problem lies in the psychology of the people. Whether a girl is wearing shorts or covering herself fully, she is being raped. Whether the girl is bold or meek she is being raped.
The leaders who are responsible for the well being of their citizens are involved in such gut wrenching acts. Few leaders and educated people as well have said things which are far beyond shocking or disgusting like " women who wear jeans , shirts and dress like men give birth to transgender children - Ranjit Kumar (botany professor, Kerala)” and “90% of rape cases are consensual- Dharamvir Goyat (Haryana congress committee)”.
The problem is girls and boys are not raised the way they should be. Boys and girls should be taught to respect a person regardless of gender; after all we are all humans. Girls should be taught to stand up for themselves. Most of the cases go unreported fearing the loss of reputation of the girl as well as the family. It's not something to be ashamed of. By complaining the wrong doers will be punished. More police officers should be recruited to deal with such cases. Every school, college and Work place must have sexual harassment complaints committee.
Women should be given 50% reservations in the Lok-sabha and the state assemblies instead of 33% which exists. There should be more women in politics so that women oriented problems can be addressed more effectively. According to the census of 2011 it was revealed that the ratio is 940 females per 1000 of males. We keep hearing how long the cases keep running in the courts. Changes should be in the existing laws regarding sexual harassment. People should be scared to even commit such gruesome crimes. So the punishment has to be real harsh like death penalty regardless of whether the crime is committed on a kid, woman or an old lady because a rape is a rape. There should be counseling centers for the rape victims.
There are different sets of laws for different classes of people. As thick are your pockets, so bleak are the laws to you. You can get away with almost any kind of crime. A child(Asifa) got raped by the monsters and the so called "lawyers" of J&K have gone blind , they were protesting to prevent CRIME Branch of J&K police from producing a charge sheet against the accused. Deepika S Rajawat, a brave heart who had taken up the case was given life threats . These lawyers who swore to uphold the justice and who should fight for the truth and the right things are doing all kind of wrong things. What is your degree worth now that you have sinned by breaking your oath. And these are the faggots who just want to divide people based on their religion , caste, community , boundaries etc.
Come on people , it's 21st century , ozone is depleting , there is no water, earth is becoming warmer day by day ; stop driving the wedges between people. Be kind to one another. Have some humanity. Protect each other like family. Teach your sons and daughters to have humanity, to be kind to one another. Be human enough to be called a human being.
Monday, April 16, 2018
Question Mark
We know that a truth exists. We will be in denial of its existence. We rather not worry about it at all. We only acknowledge it, when we face it. Then eventually, you do the same act of being in denial of its existence. I hope after reading this piece you try and do things differently.
Recently I encountered an incident which pestered my mind all day and made me wonder, "if humanity exists anymore!”. It was a mid afternoon and it was scorching hot out there. My cousin and I went to a nearby town to buy a few things. We were travelling by bike. We bought our things and were returning home on NH -7 which happens to be the BLR_HYD highway.
From a distance we could spot a mob on the highway and our thoughts suddenly knew it must be an accident as we neared the spot and stopped. A man and his wife were lying on the road injured. They were probably returning from a party. The man was drunk, he had hit a milestone and they were probably dragged on the road for about 100 meters along with the bike.
They were badly hurt and was losing blood. Suddenly my cousin asked the people gathered there, if they have called for the ambulance and the people responded that they haven't. He immediately called the ambulance and gave the details. All the people over there were not just mute spectators, they were doing their duty by surrounding the wounded and talking how lucky that they still haven't died and were literally letting them die by not doing anything to save them.
There were two guys who were explaining the whole incident to whoever stopped by. After we made two to three calls there came an ambulance which was vacant yet didn't take the patients as they were not informed before. Then people started to stop the vehicles passing by for help but in vain.
Everyone just took a quick view at what had happened and left. Almost after 20- 25 minutes there came two ambulances at once, out of which one didn't even contain basic “first aid materials, and had to borrow” from the other ambulance. Only one of the ambulances’ crew brought the stretcher down to take the man in as his leg was broken and no one else tried helping the victim - neither the people nor the ambulance staff. Then my cousin went and helped him and we sent them. The crowd dispersed and we left.
After reaching home, I couldn’t get over the incident, my mind was not keeping quiet. It was filled with number of questions 'what if we hadn't crossed that path? Would they be still be lying there while the people were enjoying the discussion of how it happened? “What does it take to have some humanity?” After all we are all humans, 'Would the first ambulance driver be at any loss if he took the injured to the hospital??? After all it is “his prime duty”. And the people who were not stopping their vehicles for help. What would they lose by helping? Would we do the same if it was our family? It could be any of us!! And the man who was drunk, what were you thinking? you have a family!! It just takes a second to lose your life but the pain caused by it to the family will last a lifetime!!!
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