A mother is more than just a woman. A mother brings life to this world. A mother sacrifices her own comforts to provide her child everything it needs. So one knows or atleast should know the importance of mother in his/her/their life. it happens that i had a wonderful mother, she was more than what i deserved. But just when i was appreciating her importance in my life , she was taken by god.i still cannot forget that dreadful day which i wanna delete from my mind, which is the reason why I spend so many sleepless nights in my bed thinking how my life would have been different if she had been still there in my life.I feel robbed of my mom. No one else will ever understand this kind of pain unless they go through it. I miss u, ma. I miss u so much. I miss your gentle hug, your loving kiss, your extensive love , your anger when i do something wrong. I just wish you were here to witness how much i have grown. Years have gone by , but it seems like everything just happened yesterday. MOM, I didnt even get to spend your last days with you. I didnt even know you were hospitalisted till the last day and when i got to the hospital, all i got to see was you lying pale lifeless. It was as though my life just froze. Why mom? you thought i was so weak to see u hospitalised? If i was so weak to see you hospitalised then how did you expect me to see you lifeless or even survive the aftermath. People say that time does heal things but it doesn't. It does teach you to live the situations.After all these years i still am not comfortable to talk about what happened to you to anyone. These feelings are so complicated. It is even difficult to put them together but after all these years here i am doing it. Mom just come back to me. How can you just leave me like that without even a goodbye. Thousand tears roll down everytime i just think of you. No happiness can void this pain off me. Noone knows the heartache i have been through. If only i had one last chance to meet you i would hug you so tight and never let you go.
